I have major insecurity issues. NO ONE would know by looking at me, but its true. And yeah, i push people away. Ive been told that i act like people aren't worth my time.
I guess the truth is that im just getting ready. Because the opposite of that statement is true. I don't feel worth ANYONE ELSE'S time.
And so to avoid you getting to know me, finding out who i really am and shoving me out, i don't let you get close.
Im sorry for how that comes off but really, when you consider the alternative, im pretty sure...
Its just self defense.