Just found this...its part of a story i was working on. well, it applies to my situation right now.
i feel like i need to take my own advice here...
"somehow, the truth didn't hurt nearly as bad as the lies had.
somehow, his coming clean with me, made it almost seem like…
like maybe i could trust him again.
and i know full well that i have trusted people i shouldn't have. lots of them. countless numbers of guys have scarred, trampled and crushed my heart. all because i was careless and trusted them.
but i decided jake was worth that risk. after all, i had given far more for far less."
it IS worth the risk. WE are worth the risk. because, as it says, i truly have given more for less. what, at this point, do i have to lose? oh wait...you.
but if imma lose you its gonna happen whether im honest or close guarded. and i want to not have any regrets. well, if i lose you because i told you, ill regret having told you. but if i keep something from you...its burning me. it really is. cuz we said no secrets. cuz you're SO honest with me.
i have to tell you.
i...i have to.
no...but i think i want to. i think...i want you to know. <3