well now...i don't exactly know where to go from here.
one thing i know?
i HATE how we always act like everything is just.fine.
cuz we all know its not. and its just plain stupid to play this game.
it just raises people's hopes...
only to dash them.
when you finally came out and said it, i wasn't shocked. i hate it, of course!
but i also hate this.
SO. call me pessimistic. call me depressing. call me a downer.
but im gonna expect the worst. im gonna anticipate the fall.
because, quite frankly, enough of my OWN relationships fail and i end up hurting as a result of those, that i don't need to be hurt by yours.
im sorry. but its..just how it has to be...