i cant explain it. im crabby and everything upsets me right now. ugh i hate this. and i know im just bound to say something ill regret. and ill probably end up saying it to someone i love and ill hurt them and then ill hate myself later....
its gonna be a long night. hopefully, i can just get through dinner and chores. then i can retreat to my room on the pretense of homework.
cuz its true. i have homework.
and ill do it.
and ill blast skillet.
and ill try to either figure things out or else drown them out.
ugh...gotta go. family's home.
smile in place? check.