My heart breaks for you. Like you don't even know. I am so sorry. I cannot even put my feelings into words. Or maybe I am afraid to.
Or maybe I just know this isn't the place for them.
But I do know the place for them.
And yet I am afraid of the impression this will give off. I'm afraid its not my place. I'm afraid of what people, including you, would say.
And yet...is the risk somehow not worth the result? Worth the gain?
No. No of course not!
What I would do to make you see everything that you are.
What I would do to make you know how much you mean to everyone.
But although I know these are the words you need to hear, I know I am not the person you want to hear them from.