I will say that today was...mostly okay. No beach scene so that was nice. And i got to wear a sweatshirt because it was only fifty-some degrees.
But my day didn't go completely smooth.
But you know what i just realized?
That i chose not to read my Bible this morning.
I woke up and did my other things, went downstairs to say goodbye to my mom before she left for work, and told myself id come back and read it.
I never did.
Also, i wasted a whole day just lying around.
On the plus side. I listened to Christian music today (well, besides that one uncontrollable hour at work...) and aside from like...MY music..and like songs that i was working on and such.
But anyways. Christian music. Barlow Girl was awesome! I had forgotten how much i loved them!! <3
So i learned something new today :)
And while i will probably go back to listening to regular music too...at some point..i am going to try and incorporate more Christian music in too...and filter out some other things i listen to...
I just need to say something here. In black and white. I feel like i am battling a lot of things right now. And i feel like there is a lot at work trying to keep me weak.
Not a good combination.
So, more than ever, i need to be strong. But it needs to not be a facade. I need to be strong for real.
So, tomorrow morning i will wake up and read my Bible. I read it tonight to make up for this morning, but i really like starting off my day with it. I feel like it helps make me strong for the day. :)
God is strong. He keeps me strong. God is merciful. To forgive me when i am weak.
God is Love. And He is MY Love. <3 <3 <3 How blessed i am...WE are... :)