I've been having kind of an off day. Or maybe an off week. I have been feeling sad, but for no apparent reason (typical girl, right? :) haha) but i finally picked up my Bible today. go figure, i immediately felt better. i think i identified the problem tonight, and then when i picked up my Bible, a verse just JUMPED out at me. literally! hahaha it was awesome!! :)
I was worried about being forgiven. I know that God has forgiven me, but i was worried about having to share my past with someone someday. Its not a long list or anything, but my past is still my past and i know someday i will have to be upfront about it with my husband should i get married. Anyways, i was thinking and worried that he wouldn't forgive me or let me move past my past.
This was the verse:
"Unfailing love and faithfulness cover sin..."
WHOA!! hahaha i was blown away.
There is nothing His love can't cover!! And it makes me feel like love will keep us together and sin cannot separate us! =D both me and God, and me and my special guy someday! I don't know if that is right, but its how it stuck out to me!! <3 <3 <3 God is so good!! I am loving what He is doing. and to think, all He was waiting for was me to open up and break down my walls!!
Walls i never should've built in the first place!! I am so sorry!! And so thankful that You've forgiven me! And used everything for good!! <3