can i just say i LOVE God?? yea, cuz i do! i love seeing a plan come together. it feels unexplainably great to not have to do all the work. to really not have to do anything at all!! things are working out in a way that i could've never dreamed. <3 it's all just so crazy! i have been praying that God would just use me...and i really feel like He is about to!! ahhhhh! :D i am sooo happy if you couldn't tell! and, yes, in case you were wondering, a smallish part of me is still holding on to my dream. i would be lying to say that i'm not still wishing. but... like i'm content too. does that make sense?