the difference between knowing something and believing it, is that knowing something is fact. its knowledge. and believing something is acting on that knowledge. so while i KNOW things..it doesnt mean i believe them. and the truth is..i dont think i can believe things. because even though i know something, i doubt it. i always doubt. i can never stand somewhere and not doubt. i either run away, or i stay but im doubting the whole time.. and i think until i finally learn to TRUST these facts, to trust this knowledge..i never CAN believe. because believing is built on firm knowledge. and my constant doubting makes having firm knowledge, a surface to build belief off of, impossible..