August...september...even june and july.
What a nightmare october was.
...but i wish it had only been a nightmare.
No, it was reality. I lived it, WE lived it..
And we've been forever changed since.
...i hate it.
Like, more than ive ever hated anything.
I miss that sense of security i had with you. I miss the love, the craziness, those magical carefree days of summer. Our inside things, skype dates, just...everything.
I miss it all.
Its not that i didnt know what i had..
Its just that i never knew i stood to lose it.