it's a gorgeous spring day outside! I am loving it! Every second :) i cannot wait for the spring rains and the flowers; the dresses and flip flops...and even further away, the careless days of summer...ahhh. :) how easily i am swept up! i know i should be happy with where i am now. but the dismal days of winter are wearing me thin. i am tired of them. tired.
....i have been trying to not think about it, but for a moment i will indulge myself. i have been missing you for so long now. and i have been trying SO hard not to think about it but...
"both the sunshine and the rain
only increase my pain
everywhere i look feels empty and lonely
i will never be complete till you're here with me
i break at the slightest tap
somewhere along the line i lost all the strength i had
i am weak because of you
lost here without you"
...i know better than all of that. Most of the time. ♥
but not right now.
i don't know how better to say this...♥