it feels like ive been stuck in this depressed state for...far too long.
i think its literally been months.
and its been worse than its ever been.

but, after allll this time;
after allll my doubts and
questioning and pain..
He.Never.Left.Me.
read that again.
He NEVER left.
Never.
not once.

i fell harder than i EVER have.
i questioned things and people ive believed in all my life.
but ALL this aside..He's still here.
and im ok.
i am truly, for maybe the first time since summer, and for sure the first time since october 11..
i know im gonna be ok.
everything might not be ok..
but I am.
because of Him.
<3