do you have any idea how hard it is to do spanish homework, when everything in english doesnt even make sense to you??
much less trying to figure out another language.
me siento muy mal..
i definitely dont feel good right now.
everything is too much.
she asked me what was wrong. i thought i had been doing a good job covering. and she asked me how i was and i said ok. and she says i dont sound ok and asks whats wrong.
she can tell thru a text.
but i wrote it off as being stressed.
i guess i am.
she asked why..but i couldnt even say why.
i couldnt explain it.
i couldve but i...
was scared.
no entiendo.
i dont understand.
myself. this life. anything.
*huge sigh*
i dont know anything anymore.
im trying so hard to keep my head above water.
and just when i think maybe ive got it,
the water rises.
and i struggle all over again.
:'(
"tonight i wanna cry.."
maybe tonight is a good night to get back to my country love and listen to some sad songs and just..cry. its been awhile since i had a good cry. maybe it would actually do me some good.
buenas noches amigas <3
5 comments:
I don't know about you, but it seems like you are mostly always sad...and that stinks... Yeah life is truly hard. But seriously you can't be living in the fake smile! Yeah I know, I probably just blew you away with my boldness... (I mean this all in love 'cause I truly care about you)
Stand up! Get out of this pain pit! Look up! Straight up!!!! Stop looking at the situation and take your eyes off the painful mess and let your mind be set on God.
"Look for His fingerprint everyday" my pastor said on Sunday. Look for His hand on your life...He is there. He DOES know the pain. He suffered the worst pain on the cross. Start digging even deeper in His Word. The only healer you are going to find that will heal the WHOLE situation is God. He is the only one that can fill that emptiness. He is the only one who is never going to let you down...Seriously!!! ONLY One who will NEVER let you down. He is there. He knows. And He can heal. Lift your eyes to Him.
Praying for you Morgan. Love you.
Wow....youre right Lizzie. These words hit me hard..but i needed to hear them. Thank you for being brave enough to share them with me. And thank you for praying for me. Love you too:)
Hey girl. Yeah after I posted the comment I was like "Yikes, I hope I wasn't too harsh with this. 'Cause I totally mean well!" Glad you understand though. Luv ya too!
I definitely know what you mean!! And i appreciate it:) thanks so much!!:)
:)
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